andre

2007-07-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

hi diary...
its been so long since i touched you. nothing much to blog about cause everything i want to blog about, i will forget what i wanted to blog and start missing out details so instead of blogging myself. i leave it to others who can remember the things well to blog.

time past damn fast. in the blink of an eye. all the people around either in camp, working, MIA. i myself im MIA-ing. just looking for jobs to do in the mean time and enjoying myself. everyday i just enjoy my time with her and have small little gathering with my frens. i enjoyed it much...

been to some place that i haven been going with my secondary school friends. enjoyed it much but with lots and lots of aching back to sg. don't you people think that this place is dead. well im back alive.. =P

2007-04-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

im so in love with you...
no words to describe that.
i just love u.
andre <3 steph

2007-02-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

life without her is so dead.

2007-02-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

ok guys... i know my last post was way back dating at dec 2006... some long long time ago.. but still better den vincent... his very much dead... acutally i cant remember wat i done le...just some major things... christmas, count down( had some agonising period there ) everyday pretty much the same...and i liked the way im living now..just now to find jobs only... =) den the month of feb..my bday... thanks ppl who wishes me well... 1 that surprise me is that jing yang actually called me in the middle of night to wishes me! lol thanks bud... den soon after my bday...i cut hair...some unhappy stuff...more @ www.luvpeach.blogspot.com baby's blog. i guess if its anybody, anybody will be angry. its a long journey there yet this kinda things... -.-"

den its Valentines! oh but first... because chinese new years is coming, i have been bz... super bz...wake up in the middle of night drive my dad down to factory, den settle everything that need to deliver den deliver it den go back factory settle things that chinese new year needed...den go home slp... so kinda abit no time... but we will make up the time after chinese new year ok my baby.. =)
so to valentines. 6 words for the day...

It is more den just flowers

haha ok ba thats all.. anyway im just content of wat i have now.. her, my family, my frens... and i wanna thanks her for being there... giving me a big big big big surprise hence i return her on v.day.. =p this month annivarsary i will be very very bz..so we will make it up after cny ok? i promise.. =) love u.

-andre

2006-12-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

back for update.

so far all has been good.. life's good...making instead of growing tall, had started growing to the side..well nothing beats being with her and enjoying a simple meal...nothing much actually just hope everything stays as it is..

well christmas past. wonderful christmas with my girl. new year coming. just hope my 2007 will be a sweet one with my sweet one with me throughout my rest of my life. nothing much acutally, im not a good writer.. =P

love her.andre

2006-11-12T08:50:00.000+08:00

Baby...

I MISS YOU!

this week is really very rocky for us.. hope it pass soon alright, muackz...

LOVE YOU~

2006-10-31T10:22:00.000+08:00

as said in my girl's blog we went to watch this fantistic movie at The Cathay with a few of them. it was so nice... so so nice... made me think that me being a lifeguard.. nvr ever took pride in what i shld do. which is to save lifes and protect people from anything. all i do there is walk around, blow whistle and slack. ask ourselve, how many people willing to sacrafice their life for your friend? we lived in the world of where people are afraid of each other. there is always a hold back to help ur fren, a something to protect your own interest. life's fragile, look at kokping's blog. everyone says that word...cherish. but what actually people define as cherish? i love her and i mean really love, my frens, families and i do what i deem fit... call me selfish i will only scarifice for her and my family only...got too many frens and they are beyond my control. i hope ppl understand that not all the things in the world will go ur way. the one u love may not love u and the one that love u, u may not love her. ppl come and go. welcome to life.

-andre<3steph
only you.

2006-10-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

angry... stupid blogger made me lose my compo that i just typed out... anyway...

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i wanted to say about this boy.. age 13-14.. sec1 i guess...molested a girl younger den him at least 6 years of age... i guess thats the end of his life le ba.. shld be in boys home now...CID came over.. shout shout shout make so much commotion..

scenerio....

he said he accidentally touch her..(didnt specify where he touch) den said sorry..he say he was swimming at that time when he touch her...
the girl said... he swam from behind, came right up infront of her and pulled her swimming suit away and touch her private part... her parents checked her and confirm there is burising ard that area... so who would u believe?
my supervisor believe the boy is too young to do those kinda of things... at first.. but after talking to the girl, he came in and shouted at that boy to ask him to stop lying cuz the little girl cannot be lying.. but y? never the less, the police came...crying all along when the police questioned him...hand cuff off JESC...

indeed we are in a very advance world where ppl are so so so exposed to the world of it, but still parents do play a part...i vow to take my kids in hand man.. i dun wan to see what happen at that time to happen to my kids... (he confessed that he do watch porn at home when there is no one at home, take note of his age... =) )
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alot of things happen recently.. lazy to go in detail...read my girl's blog for detail..(its about a bitch) =D

and hor something happened to me...maybe to ur very common la..but its my first time.. ppl ask me for contacts for advertising thingy.. haha...seh...got one even called today ask me go interview for it.. thursday ard 1pm? huh...who free wanna go with me?

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just came back from pasta mania full man.. haha... omg..

some pics

dun u love my hair? wahahah

my hair look thick meh? no wat

us.

2006-09-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

From : tan lee
Sent : Thursday, September 28, 2006 9:11 PM
To : heyu_15@hotmail.com, gf's mail
Subject : polly and mi

i wonder who can be so "matured" to do this kinda of things...fancy trying to distrub us...lol i only can laugh off this kind of people man...how can anyone be so bored to send me this email? to me and my gf?

the message reads:

EMPTY!

but it has a attachment...well the subject title says it all for me...but i think u put it wrongly la..haha... pls man...such act...*shakes* tells me wat a person he/she is... i dunno who are you..but i guess u will definately read my blog...coward speak up man...tsk...

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anyway been working this few days...lesser and lesser ppl coming to jesc le...haha slackest shift...morning...lol..sit there all the way till knock off... but wats best abt my job is that u can see the babys that are just trying to walk... haha today there is one boy so cute so cute...he see water so happy... his dad throw him in the air he so happy...their innocent looks just brighten up my day...i think they are the best thing that can happen to a couple la.. i mean after marriage...settling down and having them..brought them life...brought them into this world making sure that they are safe and sound...best part...when u are old..u see ur son/daughter giving birth to another grandson/daughter...haha...thats life...and den u prepare to die..=X life cycle...no one can evade...

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my army checkup letter is here...anyone also tio the letter le? here got me and kokping... we wan to book date any one wans to come along also pls leave me a msg... =D

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missing her>_<
-andre<3steph

2006-09-26T11:44:00.000+08:00

im missing you~~ keke... too long nvr blog le..must keep this place alive..today went to ICA building to chop my passport...went there from boon lay to lavander is ard 40 mins... go in... 5 mins i came out le.. den take another 40 mins of train back home..haha boring shit..but i dun need to go down anymore for the nxt 2or 3 years le.. expiry date.. 28 may 2011.. haha new rules ma..so ns man just ask ur officer den can go oversea le..dun need exit permit..so ppl..faster go have ur passport chopped.. 1hr 20 mins of journey go in 5 mins..waste time.. haha... later going work..
-andre<3steph
missing u~

2006-07-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

us on some day... die i think i very fat le.. @@

and on this day where i buy this 2 pair of paria~
i had an accident...grr dun talk abt it...
think of it also sian...
but it was still a happy day cuz i manage to bring my baby ard without and hassle...
and without the squeezing of the trains~ NO INDIANS.. =X

baby go visit the doctor la..u been coughing for very long time le...i know its my bad... i go slp first le.. nights..
just wana let u know how much im missing u and how much im loving u every minute of everyday...

2006-07-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

went running today..it sucks...real sucks...went 1 round sku den half around cuz kanna influence by eric...
bought the supplement from eric also..gonna do major recontruction on my body le..too fat...

肥肥俱乐部Chairman邀请你陪我减肥！

come ba..today see all the db ppl was still alright...still as friendly as ever...
but alot missing dunno y...sian but i still can see those that come in go out ppl la...
i even paiseh to go back when eric ask me back...
did pull-up also 8X8X10
cant do much le..
hope my back stays as it is...
siansation.

us.

2006-06-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

baby has gone to malaysia... left me alone here.. =(
morning went in to send her...in the end kanna scolding by the immigration...say wat i transpass...acutally cannot go in one...in the end take my ic number and stuff...let me out of there...
den went to work straight from there...
at work more sian...need to buy food today for the lifeguards...grrr so many things to buy...
den... a child a my place there had fits...send to nuh after that....
den...worse.... someone shit beside the pool there...where the drain is...(if u know its just beside the pools) grr...cant find the cleaner...in the end i gotta PICK up the SHIT myself...
after that BAPOHS came to visit.. -.- the bikini is as big as u do a twist sign... ^^v <-- this twist...omg... den where tube transprant...and her/his tube is just above her/his nIp my god... keep showing everyone her/his boobie..dunno wat to say man....
now siting here thinking of her....duno if she boring there or not...
some pics.. =D

see the difference?

TADA! my baby.. ^^

loveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveherloveher
=)

2006-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

3rd of october 2005
it was the first time i started wakeboarding....all thanks to adelyn~ she brought me into this scene...

my first time...

21th may 2006
guess this will be the last time i will be riding behind a boat le... due to a injury..i guess i will be leaving this scene for at least 6 mths or so ba...until i go for a further scan which i will be taking only after i go for army...cuz its free den! if not i need to fork out 800 bucks just for the scan... normal xray shows that im still alright but because of the pain, doc says it might be my soft bones inbetween my spinal... so...i guess... no more wakeboarding... sad to say..my last time wasnt a pleasant one too...after so long of trying... i still cant really land a wake jump properly... manage to land a few but still... it sucks... well firstly congrats jy for getting his board... i dun even know if i cant cable-ski...might give it a try tho...but wakeboard definately not...too much stress on my back le...

apprently..i do not have pics of the last time i wake...so i put the last wakeboard pics i have...its with yongtat, skye,candy,my baby

candy u still owe me one session ok..dun u think u can run away from it..hopefully after a year or two, maybe i will be back...u will owe me till then...

adelyn thanks for all the tips u gave... and ofcuz bringing me into this scene... =)

my baby... thanks for being there for me whenever i need you...u know wat i needed most...the encouragement u give is the best antidote on this living world... i love you...
-andre

2006-06-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

vincent thanks to ur baileys im having a stomach upset.. -.-
feel so funny..

2006-04-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

first day of sku...
sucks man...
i was alone in cs room..
realise that it was so so so empty...
i told eric..
we "jue hou le"..
well there ain't anyone to continue our legacy le...
i was browsing throught our old pics,
i really miss the time where everyone was so bz in the club hse,
the pics was our camp fire...
everyone was so bz doing all the things!
man i missed planning stuffs,
missed the bz times...
heard the 3do was a "blehx"
no wet weather programme, came out with something last minute.
not like the old last time where even the wet weather programme has to be in the proposal...
sigh when i came in i tot my poly life will be as fun as ever.. finally,
but look at it now kinda sucks except for my companies..
sorry for the whine... just miss those times where we all were so united...
-andre

posting some pics of my recent events~ more pics soon~

BATAM KARTING!

BATAM cable-ski park

Manhattan Fish Market

Punggol Marina

last but not least

Love.
-andre

2006-04-22T02:28:00.000+08:00

hmm back from batam... enjoyed...ofcuz..
but just a negative point was that SKI PARK DOWN!
my god... im going back there i swear man...
full detail will update soon... till now..
nightz peepz.. =D
-andre

2006-04-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

17/4/06

fruitful day...licence as promised... finally pass this thing...been waiting for a long time... now a rock off my heart...no need to fan about it le... something sweet happened to me recently..no need to say wat is it..i know jiu hao..^^

going off to batam for three days le...well bring me back to the days of my bday...where everyone there becuase my bday.. keke..now we going back as leisure...woo...its been long since i went back that place le..gonna see the usual ppl..usual laughters...

will never forget this phrase man...

aiya thats it la...im just gonna MIA for three days and tada... skus starting..FAINTZ
-andre

2006-04-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

The 22 questions!!
tagged by kok pin.. -.-"
1. My ex is: someone not to mention
2. Maybe i should: start saving money3. I love: her
4. I don't understand: y things tend to gets complicated
5. I lose: money easy.. (spent too fast)
6. People say i'm: dumb?

7. Love is: wonder

8. Somewhere, someone is: waiting for me
9. I will always: want to learn new things..

10. Forever is: something but maybe not be all

11. I never want to: be broke..

12. I think the current US President: huh?

13. When I wake up in the morning: i will not bathe

14. My past was: cruel

15. I get annoyed when: ppl make me wait

16. Parties are for: beautiful ppl
17. My dog is: where?
18. My cat is:where too?
19. Kisses are the best when: its her

20. Tomorrow: looking forward

21. I really want: everything i wished for

22. I have low tolerance for people who: make things complicated

2006-04-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

13/4/06

today's session was cool! candy finally did the stuffs she wanna do... i did my jumps but as usual, as lousy as ever...cannot land my jumps at all.. blehx.. >_< as much joy as ever...ofcuz everyone on board fariz boat...

today almost went up the car man... had the worst fall... i hit the back of my head... for one moment..i couldnt get a grip of myself... i know im outta air...but i just cannot find the surface of the water...was spinning and spinning...when im finally out of water...took one big breadth of the air...suddenly it feels so refreshing... but my head still spinning...i cannot get my bearings right...for the moment.. i din care abt my board..i just tot wat if i die..lol stupid right...but everyone does think of it wat...im not exception...but thank god im alright... i went up the boat still in 1 piece...but my head is spining...and plus headache... wooo... an experience... =D
-andre

2006-04-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

9/4/06

nothing much la... lornie bday so went to je la... everyday work there le always think that is a boring place..but if im with frens its much better la...i mean with someone u want him/her to be there sure fun de la.. =) but anyway... after that acc candy home den went home le.. kanna grounded.. blehx...

10/4/06

candy's bday... happy bday gal!
today brought my pride down and ask reciept for that bday girl la...got 300 + dollars... think enough for her to make the surf-up card she always wanted la... anyone who wans to make the card can try stoping over HMV camp there a few days... aim those angmos and malays, u sure get ur card de..dun even need 6 mths. she din know we were begging for those reciept la.. baka with her sec sku frens, den a big big big surprise for her...her fren suppose to join us de... but too bad la...they gotta go le... anyway they hide at the roof terrace at esplande and i had to run with my jeans omg...hot until die man... cuz adel need to tell me how to bring her there...den i gotta run to them den run back to candy that side...grrr... so hot man..the best part was candy's face when steph lie to her that she is gonna meet jiheng... my god.. =X she was over the moon can.. haha... =O
after that we went to kbox...some happening stuff la...

hope u enjoyed ur bday surprise.... u gave me one big surprise with adel den now i also give u one big surprise...adel got her surprise, u got, i got, nxt up who man!! someone dec.. so got long time to plan.. =X

11/4/06

nothing much la... some slacking...some eating...

12/4/06 - today!

slack around with the usual ppl...love my company...den went town for some shopping...den after that went to PS to eat fishmarket... everything same as fish&co even better servings and better food.. wahhah nice food...

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im a happy boi after all.. =)
-andre

2006-04-10T03:09:00.000+08:00

joy... ^^

2006-04-09T05:14:00.000+08:00

weee just came back from MOS...
today was good...
NO one was drunk...
they just wanted to dance...
for the first time i feel that the Smoove music was nice...
towards the end la.. 3+ to 4 like that...
damn nice...
crowd was happening in smoove...
overall...
GOOD...
the bouncer promised me a free entry.. -.-
lolx.. nxt time ba...

2006-04-08T12:16:00.000+08:00

sianation

2006-04-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

firstly...sorry to those that called me this morning...
i forget to switch it to have alert...in the end it was in slient mode...
now going out le...
ytd was the joy for me...haha.. =X
was smiling from start till end...
ta-da!
ok la nothing much le...
just wanaa cherish wat i have at the moment...
today boby still aching...pain... tsk tsk...
-andre

2006-04-05T06:53:00.000+08:00

who on earth will be in the right mind to blog at this time?
yes im not in the right mind...
mind u..
i only slp 2 hrs...
before i was wake up by my mum...
"jie ah! go help ur dad now...the main chef got injured, send to hospital le..not enuff ppl there...take a cab down..."
i was so reluctant man...
cuz of the aftermath of my session...
my shoulder, lower back are screaming for help....
but no choice la...
i dun have my dad who else will man..
den i had to crawl out of my bed...
wash up den sat in the taxi and off i go...
help until now where i just had my breakfast...
rest awhile den i go back find my beauty slp le..
but at least now i can go out le!! i got cash le!! haha...
dad gave me XX for today...muahaha..
any events? programs? chilling? or acc me?
hai...type until here...i so miss her...every entry i also say this..
but cant help it man..i only can look at the pics in my hp, on my table...
wat else to do man...
think i post somemore pics ba..=)

ta da!

im missing this place! time to go!

2006-04-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

back at home...staring at this 15" laptop...
tired...yes damn tried...thanks candy pei me go wakeboard...
darn i so miss batam...
i so miss her too... (no link... lol)
i finally changed my posture...
did proper wakejumps...
finally not such a disappointment at the end of the day...
ppl buck up ya! must get the correct posture!
after wakeboard decides to go bowling...
throw some anger on the ball...
and i got my record low! din really care how much
but it was a record lor...
play half way really din have the mood le...
keep looking at my hp...
sorry to ppl who i din pick up ah..
we decides to MIA one whole day so din care who call...
and i need to pay ppl money...
so pay pls pls pls..come sooner!!
so i can have more sessions,
more batam sessions,
and maybe my diving...
i miss her so much...not in mood to do anything...say anything...how i wish i could give u a tight hug right now...how i wish i could let u know how much i care and how much i love...
ps: this is only the 2nd night... =(
-andre

2006-04-04T07:29:00.000+08:00

couldnt slp well last night...
been thinking and thinking...
missing and missing...
restless on my bed the whole night...
when i finally get to bed, its time to wakeup...
hopefully candy can wake up just in time...
and not fall back to slp...
if not dunno if we can ever make it to the shutter bus...
anywhere...this entry is just stupid...
just hoping she comes back real soon...
-andre

2006-04-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

when i always decides to go for a run,
the sky will always turn dark...
dunno when i can run man...
maybe later if the sky turns clear i will go for a swim...
been eating alot lately...
need to lose some weight when sch reopen..

im desperately missing someone...
i know u wanted me to think abt it...
yes im thinking abt it..
the more i wan to hold on to it...
no matter wat...
im will be here for u...
i will nvr give up...
and will never regret wat im doing now...

batam trip coming soon...
diving coming soon...
hopefully...
she gives me a chance...
-andre

2006-04-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

staring at the blank screen...
thinking back about the times i had with u...
i really enjoyed myself...
every minute of it...every second of it...
i teared, i broke down and cried...
but its wat i brought upon myself...
i was never good enough for anyone...
i wun have a bad impression on all the people i have...
people can argue that we never started at all...
but for me...
it has already started the day i felt you...
wat i do now is not silly...
im just persistant...
i wun give up... no matter wat...
cause i know there will be a tomorrow for us...
i will do it to the very last bit of my life...
no matter what i say is useless,
i know...cause you never believe in all this...
but i told myself to wait...cause time will tell who i am...
dun tell me im wasting time cause its my decision...
its worth everybit of my life waiting for you...
-andre

2006-04-02T02:10:00.000+08:00

yes its changed...its too long there le..time for a change.. =D nothing much just wanna say that love is magic...but if u dun believe that its there then love will never happen to u... some times ppl do change...a certain phase...will make a person change...im still here...still doing the thing i believed in..
and my laptop giving way soon...the fan is making so much noise!!
and im missing some of my pics too.. =X

just some random pics for ur ba...see if adel remember this.. haha.. =X

LOOK AT WHO IS THIS!

thats how someone slp when he is so tired.. =X

and ofcuz a right dosage of myself.. new colour.. =)

// * update * \\

2006-03-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

yup acer finally over le...earn almost Xoo for 6 days...not bad la...working maddness tho...
been saying the same thing over and over again...i think the acer specs wun be erased so easily le ba..haha
provide food and water...where to find! haha.. nvr regret working there man...know some frens...
den after the last day...we went LIM JIU! haha...indo-chine at holland V...no one knew that there was a indo-cine there...
had fun...
den today evening went to some rituals for my passed away grandparents...tml will be a long day...early morning need to wake up and continue it...so guess i will slp early today ba...someone fell aslp le.. haha...was waiting while i typed in the entry...but well...slping now! =p
more fun coming up...promised batam trip coming soon...
dive cert coming soon...
more wake!

i know i love u so much that nothing matters now... so many days together...ever enjoying with u around... i just wan to say, i love u

2006-03-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

i broke down and cried...
im lost.
completely lost.

tired.

2006-03-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

freaking tired like any other days man.
stomach grumbling now.
ayee... long time nvr run.
eyes damn tired.
legs damn tired.
but had fun talking to alot ppl.
make me really shld brush up my english.
today was talking to a big boss.
he was telling me all the work thingy.
funny stuff.
hire a grad for 1.5k/mth.
poly dip holder asking for the same amt for the same post.
who will u choose?

who will hug me tight?
who will love me for who i am?
i want to. i promise.
-andre

// * acer * \\

2006-03-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

working at acer from today onwards to the 29/3 so if anyone of u wans to buy any laptop from acer, remember come and look for me...everyone's promoting so i shld do the same.. =D
today was freaking tired...not going in details y but yar super duper tired...stand there the whole day without good rest is a killer man...
somemore i din have good results for my sales...4 in total ba..should be...the ppl i target wrong la...i target all the young ppl in grps...ppl target those with parents....so they got more... but anyway i also got alot deals coming my way.. =D
i promise to curse and swear is anyone call me after the working hour...
apparantly, there is this mum of dunno who called me twice after working hours and asked me about the bank scheme...im like...its after working hours!
nvm i shall curse and swear here...basket bala butoh call me...grrr but nvm hope they come and visit me can le...

if its meant to be...then it will be...i am who i am...and always be who i am...i love u yes i do...i really do...
-andre

empty promises don't count

2006-03-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

yea had a nice prom..tho not mine, but i still enjoyed hossan's jokes and all...finally made me laugh my hats off.. well work make us sick man..everyone went home after that...so jason me and adel went to walk around find a atm, walk walk walk reach liang court...me and adel sat down and waited for jason to finish drawing...den after that we slacked at the MACDONALS! haha...den went to meet steph and went home le... lonely ride home..

they dun count if it is empty...i rather that im by ur side when u need me..thats enough for me...i waited so long for this day to come...it came...and it past...

tml got work but im still well awake now...im worried by something...but dun think anyone will understand...btw today saw all beauty around man...gorgeous and stunning...all around me especially beside me if ur know who..hha.. =X
-andre

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2006-03-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

im lost once again... world's unfair... who will rescue me from all the sorrows i had.
-andre

// * short one * \\

2006-03-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

yup this will be a short one...

been having working maddness... nothing much to say...

had my wakeboard sessions just only...was fun but disappointed with myself cuz i keep having the same mistake... over and over again.. -.-

i swear im going back to batam soon...

oh ya...that day i met some accountant in the working industry...damn funny....

here is goes....
he came to swim...den cuz the sun was so beautiful..no clouds at all... a rainbow was form when the wave pool started...was a real beauty...den after the wave, he came and talked to me..asking me if this kind of rainbow does it happen everyday...ofcuz i tell him no la..but when there is beautiful sun..den there will be...den he asked me to make 2 wishes...why 2 i dunno...but 2 wishes for the people in the middle-east...for peace...will cuz im in the service industry..ofcuz i gave an positive answer...den he was damn happy..."who dun wish for world peace man...i wish for it too...but it always happens...den! i saw him walked off...suddenly he was at my back...telling me his name was ronny or ronnie ah watever...den i told him i was part-time..so he say "den im lucky to see u here" im like.. -.-" he den say.."thanks for ur response" den im like "duhz im in the service industry..ofcuz im gonna give u a response"... haha... but who dun wish for peace man...i even wish for some peace in my minds...

wat else more den work man...

prom nite coming...but not mine... but still im gonna cut my hair! thats tml's stuff...so ya.. =)

im always thinking of you...i want
-andre

// * joy * \\

2006-03-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

yea im back from diving!! actually im back long ago...ur will find out y i only manage to blog today nah...

- 10 march -
made a promised, so went down to suntec to find someone...den pay candy money also...den the long awaited ride to palau dayang... 3 hrs of bus.... 4 hrs of boat... on the boat i was so missing someone nah..but she nvr believes me...but anyway...saw real beautiful stars...sososo beautiful... saw two shooting star...but i also dun believe myself...maybe my eyes playing tricks on me ba...so we reach palau dayang at around 4am... went to the bunk and slp for 3 hrs? around there ba..

- 11 march -
woke up and off we go! met some interesting ppl...all thx to my gal~ applied all the stuff learned at the pool so out first dive only did basic stuff... second dive we did surface skills...den explored abit...third dive is the best la~ saw alot things...most memorable was the baby lionfish...so gracious in the water man... =D

- 12 march -
just simply enjoying my dive on this day...first and second...den head back to singapore~ on the boat i was still hoping for my fav animal~ dolphin...but no luck... 4 hrs boat = 2 hrs tanning on the deck...song... den back at custom that time, it was so pack man...all coming back to sing...plus the aunties that i cant stand...pushing here and there trying to take my toufu.. =X

tis day is also my bud's bday lor... happy bday dude...well i did made it there lor...celebrate it with u...den i was stayed at his place for some reason la...den i slp until nxt day 5 pm!!!!! thats how tired im am...haha...

- 13 march -
so as i said..i slp until 5...din have any mood to do anything le..someone doesnt wanna go out with me also so nvm la...den just nua at home lor...but dun ask me y i dun blog on this day...just simply too lazy... =X

-14 march -
which is today...i worked the whole day le...ok la not very tired tho...just abit.. 112 dollar.. =X but im still very broke till now...guys...u wanna do anything pls wait till my pay ok! 15/4 =D or if the acer pay us early..den we all go BATAM!!! i miss that place man.. =)

i am always thinking of YOU
-andre

// * diving * \\

2006-03-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

i was tagged by steph.. -.- but put that aside first...nxt time make up for it as i got better things to blog about.. =D

i guess in ard another 24 hrs..i will be on my way to palau dayang...a unknown place to me at first..but slowly...because of the thing im gonna do...i was introduced to this place...its a place for people to do diving...so yes this justify wat my topic is about le...diving...im going DIVING! ahh...haha... this water boi is gonna breath inside the water officially...wat i always wanted to do when i was young...
i was fascinated by able to breath inside the water so yes here i am...gonna do wat i wanted to do... i was afraid at first that i will fail badly because im too used to swimming abd breathing out with nose and mouth...
but after the pool training, i was quite comfortable with it...so i guess...im well prepared for it le ba...i still got theory haven study! my god..tml gotta read up....

after i come back from dayang...im gonna work until siao b4 our senior's prom nite... im sure its a nite to remember cuz some of them that are so close to us is stepping up to the nxt step of adulthood...den after that need to sell some acer notebooks in sku..hope we all tio NP...if not damn boring de....anyway... been working this few days le...need to wait till nxt mth den i can go skiiing le i guess..if not i cant get my money...sianz... my wakeboard!! ahh!! my ski park!! f man... can i get my pay in advance? =X or maybe after acer can go if they give us the pay right away...wahahaha...

i will be gone for like 3 days? so for this 3 days..u can really think abt what u want...u wun hear my voice tho..see if u miss me... =P heh but anyway...remember that my heart will always be by ur side...only by ur side..

// * * \\

2006-03-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

empty topic...just like where am i now...lost...dunno where is the light man... grr..
later got diving theory..hope can pass...din read anything..i think i better go read up le..
-andre

// * short * \\

2006-03-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

just a short post before i go for my work le...yes im gonna start working maddness le...sure gonna be mia soon...hopefully i can join up with u guys whenever i can ba... sure gonna miss someone so badly.. =(
this weekend im blowing bubbles le!! haha... a quote from adel...well...excited..ofcuz...the prospect of going down under~ weee~ im gonna try all the things in the world.. =X
yesterday was dawn's birthday... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! when i reach there they were taking pics le... =D den some saboing as usual when our seniors are there...den after that all went home le lor...
i was so tired that i could watch liverpool match.. blehx..nvm they drew 00...
think i better go le...if not too late...
today sun is good! but i too late wake up cant go early to tann~~ ahhh
-andre

* // "study break" \\ *

2006-02-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

suppose to be STUDY BREAK....wat we did? haha well

i did some study la...+ some last min decisions to do something...
i went for the diving briefing le...interesting things gonna happen in my life.. ^^
like wat adel has said... blowiing bubbles on 11/3/06... hehh.. =P
but before that i put in 1 set of wakeboard with fariz...damn shoik..but can see that the bcp mistake all showed in behind boat..really need to adjust our posture before i can really jump high enuff to do stuff...
did some jumps...
den some studying.. =X
den dunno some last minute mahjong sessions...
den ytd...
omg..movie like siao...
some sneak preview of nanny mcphee...thx to adel for the ticket...damn nice show...super super nice...should watch when it come out...
den after that watched fd3...omg..that show is~ gore...watever u say it man...if u are psycho den its nice..if u are like me..den u wun dare to do certain things...haha..jking la..but its damn...grrr
den some last minute stuff....
den some sweet stuff happening to me again...
ah watever...
-andre

some pics for ur to enjoy.. =)

// * badly hurt * \\

2006-02-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

ouch! my thigh hurts...hai...cant walk properly sia...
but today when i reach home i went for a 30 mins run...
today run sucks man..
got stiches after like only half the journey...
wanted to go like 2 or 3 rounds...but couldnt make it...
but at least i din stop until the very end...
den went to do 12 pull ups...
now resting...alot things happen this few days la...
but just hope ppl that are suppose to happy smile...
ppl who are sad smile too..
it is not the end of the world...
frens are there for u...
for me...
im afraid to lose frens...
cause i only have them now...
-andre (limping around the hse)

// * supposed * \\

2006-02-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

well im supposed to meet candy now...sorry candy...i just so so so hard to drag myself out. instead i am blogging here...

the reason. i saw her blog. and i know that she is better off without me. things i tot that were meant to be. nvr meant to be. as long as she is happy, im happy too le... this valentine is over. don wish to have anymore valentine coming my way cuz i know i will nvr be good enuff for anyone anymore. the old andre is dead.

saddness fills the air. but i know that she has found a good guy which is good for me le... anyway thanks for all the memories u gave me..know u wldnt read my blog but does it matter?

me sink in sorrow thats nvr ends.

// * valentine * \\

2006-02-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

first...happy valentine day to all couples out there...

now really wanna slp le...just slp this day away... only people who are like me will understand how hard this day pass... so much emo running through me but i had to show that we are strong...just like kok ping..i dun wan anyone to be worry abt us...so much for this day..

i watched i not stupid too again...had a good cry...well this day think meant to pass like this ba... for me right now i just hope that valentine doesnt come...

i once say that we were fairytale...u correct me by saying that its reality...now i think its a dream...now i woke up nvr believe myself again... dunno how to face this cruel reality...so much i had to go thru...i had frens...good good frens... but is it that hard just to find soneone to love me? im just a very ordinary guy who need someone to love...hard? this cruel society...

morning. swim...
afternoon. habourfront to buy things...
evening. den rush back to westmall for i not stupid too...
night. went to run around lakeside for 30 mins...good run.
night. den now right by the side of my bed blogging...

love stories unfold infront of me...
couples broke up in days...
my story continues...
wakeboard my life...

// * back * \\

2006-02-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

back from bcp...im supposed to be damn tired....yes i am...but im still flying around la... adreline rush...i did some crazy stuffs over there...update a real long one real soon...right now just hope that my face not sun burn and my body holds it there for tml's PM test...

i wan to thank alot ppl for this trip...especially my lovely ade laupo...my big and small laupo all there to make my day man...it was really unforgetable trip just like when we go our sabah... man lurve u guys deep deep lor...

what impt is to cherish the ppl around u... frenship is fragile...and real good frens are hard to come by...
-andre out

// * bcp * \\

2006-02-09T12:21:00.000+08:00

my long awaited bcp tour is finally coming le... ofcuz thanks to all my wonderful frens i have...i got a baby following my along...i nvr expected it...i swear to u guys i nvr expect it to come man... what really happened that days...details..

i was suppose to work part time at jesc den cuz its REN RI (human day) den my dad ask me gotta help him at factory so i had to actually PS the ppl at jesc lor...den help my dad in the morning lor...climb out of bed at 8 den reach woodlands there to help out lor...
the work there nvr ending one ma..den i follow the lorry travel here travel there to send out the goods. after finally can go home le..so tired man...even had the thought of not going to dawn's place le..den finally drag my fat ass out of the house la...
meet eric at mrt cuz he dunno how to walk there...i sacrifice sia...i take 187 no need walk so far de lor...i acc from mrt walk to dawn's place...
reach there normal lor...den mahjong ones mahjong...ban luck one ban luck... ppl eating one also eating lor...i go there relax awhile den went to eat la...
nothing seems wrong la...all like so in place like that...after that finish eating le den sit on the chair and watch soccer la...watch them play ban luck also lor...jervis big winner la...i dun wanna play cuz money hard earn ah... that day lost 8 dollar le..dun wanna play le la..haha... say im weak lor.. X_X
after that switch switch the channels, den saw EPL highlights..den watch lor...suddenly jason came over and watch with me...i tot wah so good come acc me and watch soccer...den was talking abt wigan somemore....JAMIE BULLARD! haha...den before that i was asking where is steph also din see her ma...but know she got come...

den suddenly! candy and steph's voice shouted out..
"andre, happy birthday!"
den im like oh ok... den cuz jason sit until very very close to me...i din see anything wrong la...until i stand up...

omg...i wanna faint at that moment sia...i was so so so shocked man... a wakeboard infront of me...and they tell me its mine...im like...am i dreaming~~~

lol frens make my day..after one whole day of tiring work...they nvr fails to make me smile, laugh,giggle...watever la...anywhere...my baby is now lying at one corner ready to make its return back to water...

after so long of wait...im finally going for 2 days of skiing...yeah man...anticipate it for a very very long time le...its tml 8 ferry so guys... dun miss me too much...will be away from friday night till sunday evening... =DD
-andre out

// * behold * \\

2006-02-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

more to come when this lil boy got time to blog abt wat happened actually.. =D
for now..

let me introduce u to my wife...

// * open house * \\

2006-02-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

well today as promised, i went back to help jeremy on the open house. im his co-host...talk cock...sing song...alot stuff la...den after that went to eric's hse and bian nian...

just a little information.

eric's hse...

sengkang... FAINT!!!! fcuking far lor...we bunch of ppl on the mrt so noisy...at least i still got this bunch of people entertaining me thru out the journey... lurve them to bits... they always made my day...but today i had alot of things running thru my mind...
as we were waiting for candy they all to finish their de-brief, jeremy took out his cards to do some magic...as usual...we are the victims...den after that i saw some marker mark on the card...those are ppl that wrote stuff on it...

it brought me back to 1/1/2006... the first day of 2006....i was at lionel's hse for his birthday party! wee~ was a truely fun day at his place...ofcuz i was with my gal...she was so good to come with me to lionel's bday le lor...and she even took a pic with him...show ur pic later...haha... well...when we just reach that place, jeremy was there and he show my gal some magic...cause its her first time such CLOSE contact with him..haha...she freaked out until the tears almost came out...den jeremy did this trick which was to ask her to write on any card her name and date... she choosed a 4 of diamonds...den later i wrote on the back of another card...but after that when he showed us the card, both our writing was on the same card...4 of diamonds with her name and ofccuz my name...thanks to jeremy...the card was handed for her to keep...hopefully the card is still in her wallet ba...its something tat i will not forget in any life time...

we were so so so well at first...i was so so so confident of this r/s... u were trying because im ur first bf..i understand...but y u stopped trying... no one born with the ability to know everything...somethings u need try and error...we are learning abt each other everyday... i just dun understand y u stopped...anyway.. hope all the best for you... im still here...forever here...the card will be forever be with u, and the feeling will be forever be with me... remember once i ask u y u like me...
*the same feel that i had for u was the same feel u had for me*

*blame on the tears that came back for me... and who say guys cant drop tears...we got the right too...
-andre out

// * halo bar * \\

2006-02-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

well its a place of memories.. i been there only once...i was there to fetch her...just finished training...and i walked all the way up to find her for dinner...yup we went for dinner at mac...ofcuz during that period of time, it was my happiest...most wonderful time i ever had...after that we were eating half way and her phone rang...

"bett's drunk at halo bar" (bett is her best bud)

so we went back and make sure that she is alright...i rem she ask me wanna go back ma..i told her..she is ur bud..do wat u think u shld do lor..of cuz i know she couldnt have a peace mind and dun wan me to reach home so late.. so press the bell of the bus and we got off at sim head back to halo bar...

its all in my mind..in my heart...

today went back there with jy, his gf..eunice...and volleyball frens... brought me right up to those days... me and jy sing until tears also come out le...sang for 1and a half hour no stop...good times nvr last...after that sat in a unlicenced person's car... haha drank abit...hopefully can slp..couldnt sleep well for the past few days..hope today, after all the training i went thru...and the abit of liqour i had can make me slp well...

`bleeding within
-andre

// * alone * \\

2006-01-31T11:43:00.000+08:00

alone in this cruel world again...
y do god like to make fun of me?
when i tot it was for real
everything took a 360 degree turn and now
im all alone again

u once told me it was not a dream
it was a reality
but now i din expect it to end so fast
13/12/05 - 31/1/05
i put today date cuz i nvr give up until today
thou u told me earlier
all the best for u ba

u brought me up like a child
dropped me like a glass
im shattered
but who cares
life goes on in this society
no matter how much struggle
how much misery every nite i had to go thru
all the cold shoulder u gave me
all the slpless nite i had
i nvr gave up
now i dun wan to give up also no choice le

who would wan to love a troubled boy?
-andre

// * pic of the day * \\

2006-01-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

haha.. there u go...wat my bruises paid for is this... songbo~

// * headache * \\

2006-01-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

today was packed man...

early in the morning i did cable-skiing at ecp...it was fun..as promised..i got bruises all over my body...most obvious one is at my broken hand de..as u all know that i got metal in my hand, the burise is right at the metal there and can see the line of the metal...it hurts...

went back to sku for CA, LAN.. siansation...nothing to do except copying...i think i understand everything that teacher taught for 2 weeks or so like in 1 lesson....

den we to host a couple competition for my classmate...my god...think everyone had fun ba...best part was when we ask them to eat the chocky together...kao..they still give one big kiss after finishing the biscut lor...basket....

after the show...we 8 ppl went to eski bar CHILL! man it was freezing...thats the meaning of chill man..haha...me, candy, jason, zul, kokping, jervis, jy, eunice(cannot leave jy one) went there had drinks and something to eat...

having a headache now le..the day just past like nobody business...so cherish wat u have now...dun live to regret it...cant think much le...getting some of my slp back...ytd slp was taken up when i keep skiing in my dreams.. -.- tonight make up for ytd's lost time...

// * tagged * \\

2006-01-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

thanks to steph.. -.- im tagged...now i need to waste my 100 post of my blog to write abt this thing... -.- kao si steph..

5 dumb things about myself...

i got 3 very small pillow that baby used to use that kind of stuff on my bed...i used it from i was young till now
i love wakeboarding
im actually a lazy person
i always cannot wake up in the morning no matter how early i slp
batam is fun

haha done...but i think im not gonna tag anyone le la...i think most blog i saw got tagged le...so mine will stop here if not it will nvr stop... haha

*things cannot be forced...if u wan it to be this way den it will be this way...but u know im not looking for this...i hope to have a old u when u were trying...that was the happiest time that ever happened in my life..i felt it coming...

but shits do happen...so i will just take watever it come lor... dun worry..i wun do dumb things as i still got losta things in life waiting for me... i wan to sky dive and bungee jump before 21.. and do a scuba diving soon... after that wat ever happen i dun care le..haha.. =X

andre out

// * thanks * \\

2006-01-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

well first of all...must thanks all the people that showed their concern for me...im fine le...especially jervis..i make him worry so much..haha... not i dun wanna tell u guys...
its my problem...
im should be the one solving it...
and sometimes having another party know may have even more problem...
so i think i should shoulder everything by myself...
i mean solve...

a big thanks to all my wonderful crappers! =X

// * i wan to * \\

2006-01-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

break down and cry...

no one can help me...
except myself...

// * competely shattered * \\

2006-01-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

empty space of me

// * miss u * \\

2006-01-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

hmm today i just go to work..now im missing her! miss her so so so much man!! ahh!!

// * happy life * \\

2006-01-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

woo songbo...first training i mean team training with all those crappy ppl again...first time after the race le.. i only did abit of gym and running for the past 1 and a half mths ba..only that lor..makes me wonder if i can make it today...

well it din start off good..it was raining and raining...so...we did static...my god...now my arms are killing me le...@@ *faints* but still i manage to survive everything...we got new stroking..so we must get use to it... and now..its my 1 mth..haha..but my gal tml shopping so its ok ba..we can have all the time in the world man..haha...

tired le la... need to train more pull ups le..need to PUSH! need to earn my training tee...cuz oliver...our captian just said to me that i can keep the race tee...and because i earn it...*sniff sniff..wanna cry sia...so touch man.. that time race he pass me the shirt and tell me that i must earn the shirt..now i get to keep..so happy...i will earn it and prove to everybody that i am capable...more pull ups man

// * rain * \\

2006-01-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

its raining outside again...when right now im siting infornt of my own com...weather sucks man...as sucky as how im feeling right now... somtimes things cannot be force de...dun like means dun like...dun wan den dun wan...wat u wan just tell me...

yesterday we went to support jy play his ivp...den after that we went to airport and had our dinner...my god..and expensive dinner where im suppose to save money im there spending so much...as usual...all the fun and laughter...nvr stop...bang CART... we are meant to bang the wall...haha..me and jason having fun with their baggage cart..haha...who wan the video pls get from me~ i got episode 101 too...featuring JING YANG~ haha...

rainy days sucks...everytime say i ttm but am i?y did i?i dunno?but it seems that i got no answer to myself...
just some random tots
u can share anything with me...im with u...
i wan to share ur life...i wan to be part of u...
i love u for who u are...

// * scared * \\

2006-01-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

my biggest fear...
pls dun come...
u know i hate u...

can i find a place where there is no fear and lots of love?
can i ever live a life without fears?
how can i ever make u believe in me?
can i ever fill up the hole in ur heart...

*

GOO GOO DOLLS
Iris
And I'd give up forever to touch you'Cause I know that you feel me somehowYou're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am (break and solo) And I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I amI just want you to know who I am

*

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

*

// * Bored * \\

2006-01-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

been raining the whole day and im so sian!!! nothing to do man..sian...hai...my gal still slping ba i guess..no one talk to me the whole day le..haha..so sian!! my god..first time in my life...im so so so bored at home...nvr go out..and NVR WORK! fug man...this kind of weather i shld be working lor...y i no work sia..hai...
i need to work man..
no money = no wakeboard..and that guy is only selling at 280! my god..so sad man..early in the morning he msged me..oh its a good condition and im selling at 280...i see the number my heart sank man..no money = no money ba..no fate = no fate ba... parents dun support...weekly allowance 40 per week..want to save also cant...my god..someone help me man...jobs pls...

think i go to slp ba..this weather..good to slp..bad to go out...

// * empty spaces * \\

2006-01-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

just feel like writing everything down here...just feel like making a new post...just feel like..

so many things running thru my mind now...she sad but i cant cheer her up...which makes me so...grr... feel like tanning tml...930 meeting vincent..hope they dun late...if anyone sees this and wanna tan with us..just leave me a msg lor..i bring u in je complex for free...hai..so down now...

i wan to hold ur hand down every roads we take...
i wan to hug u so tight in my arms...
i wan to go thru watever u go thru...
i wan to be with u for life...
i just need u...

// * 2006 * \\

2006-01-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

welcome to the year 2006...
reflection:
back in 2005...ups and down (well everyone says it but its true)...lovely to lonely and back to being loved...i tasted it.. from society to dragonboat to my wakeboarding..i tried alot...(i hope to try more)..so many many things happened in just a blink of an eye... i know i always think so much...i know i always feel so much...no choice thats me...and it will be me...

regrets...
most regretted was my dragonboat le..din row at all...y?cause i worked so much that i din go down for training...well...yes my pocket is damn full that time...but i just missed the sweat, the blood in the ppl around me...that pushed me thru for so long and i just disappear like that? well at least i went back for them..they pushed me...they shouted at me...they~

love...
of cause my gal right now...gal~ u are my only one man..missing u so much now...i know im a baddie from wat my frens described me...maybe thats me ba..maybe... i just wanna say thank u for the love u gave me...the care...the happy times...i love u...ya u guessed it...tears nvr stop...
wakeboard...its my new found sports...trying so so so hard to mantain it..damn expensive..hope 2006 bring me more money to wakeboard man...
dragonboat...the people in there..the passion the spirit...
my bike...sorry bike...i had this stupid idea of selling u away for my wakeboard...i know u both can stay happy together de...promise will ride u again.. =)

resolution...

make sure my gal is happy 24/7 if not she can slap me... X_X
my gal is loved by me every second
study
wakeboard till represent singapore(thats far tho..must master basic...)

man i promise 2006 will be a better one for me man..and im 19 soon...so soon... birthday present.... wahahaha...alot of wishes...and of cuz CNY first...more angbao money plS!!! my wakeboarding will depend on angbao le! wanna dive... both diving...scuba diving and sky diving...bungee jumping...more expedition pls...i hope to organise one man...haha..still hoping...thats all from me le ba...

what i did this few days!

well...new year's eve suppose to go to MOS...but damn dekcuf up la... que so long in the end also nvr go in...but went to esplande for the fireworks...how i wish my gal was there man...it was beautiful... den 1st jan went to lionel's bday party at his hse...damn far lor.. and my gal so sporting! took pic with lionel man..i was so scared later she ^#&@* but she din...love her man...keke...den it was zul's bday also..so together lor...thats all ba...today i finally worked the first time for the past 1 mth...man...the people tot i dun work le..hai..nvm i will work more de...so hope to see her...haha...

shall show ur some classic pics of myself...old me...

this is a very old me..cannot even rem when is this..

going chiong i guess...cant rem le la!

when i first dye my hair!virgin!

when my hair long~

thats me now...

// * 48 hours awake * \\

2005-12-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

yes u see it..48 hours awake...it started from christmas that day...pls look at my previous post... the 2nd day awake...yes wakeboarding...but i said before we went in a rush because of cuz of some working ppl made the request to go on that that...grr...they din turn up.. she got gastric! omg...still let us all rush to batam the nxt day... lets not bother...

anyway... batam as fun as ever...indy grab...kicker...360...dockstart...i did all..haha...k must be humble.. sorry..haha...but still it was so fun...the only bad thing this time round is that i came back with injuries everywhere...my finger having the worst accident..kaoz..fly kicker also will kanna my finger...*faintz* now whole finger all red...@@ grr..but for the spirit of wakeboarding~ its worth all... sorry my gal i made u worried again..dun worry ya i will be fine...

today....SLACK!!!literally slack my the whole day away...infornt of my lappy...at least my lappy accompanied me...keke... tml i think i must see my gal le la..she say see how..or maybe she need to study...ppl not like me dun study de..i cannot be bad influence... *shake head* anyway hope to see her ba...time to post some pics...wakeboarding pics later ba..wait till my dear shifu done with editing den send me..will post it in my photo album de..keke... *waiting to see my gal*

yes this is taken when we were waiting for the chronicles of narnia...its a dark background cuz everything is closed! looked abit gay with that bag..but who cares..its for my gal..
*drowning in lurve*

this is taken when we were at ric's house for their christmas party... keke...huggie! lurve her so much...

*Loving you...missing you...its what i do every second*

// * christmas eve * \\

2005-12-26T04:20:00.000+08:00

yes i had my most wonderful x'mas eve with my girl.. though stuffs din go as wat i planned out...but still i spend the wonderful night with a wonderful gal...i promise nxt year...we will have a proper dinner and a proper celebration k.. muackz... anyway my christmas eve was with my girl, her girlfren, and her girlfren's boyfren...keke

time line... =D
coffee club - had our dinner there...i ate a rosemary chicken... she had a fish and chip... wanted to slack until 12 but it closes at 11...so we had to move...

coffee club again - yes its coffee club again but this time we are at the 24hr one...opp cine one...but we had to brave thru alot ppl la... they are having foam war outside la...cuz my girl scared ma so i have to act very xiong den no one wld come near us...haha...den on the way i saw my classmate...just say hi lor wat else...haha.. den siam here douge there...finally there...slack there and saw alot of BANGADESH ppl kanna sprayed la...they are always the target de la...haha heard alot stories abt them always kanna bullied at this kind of time de...so funny can...from black...become white...haha!!.. =X yes i spend my x`mas at this place... (merry x`mas)

lau pa sat - omg and i cannot believe i walked to lau pa sat...yes laugher filled the whole street with her frens and all... but the distance seems so short from the place we are man...its like so fast...(time always goes so fast when im with my girl) haha dunno y la...but im perspire like hell man...so hot! lolx...when reach lau pa sat..everyone so exhausted le..haha...den we relax there and den eat desert and talk talk lor...

home - yes after that we finally went home...send her home den i went home myself...keke its always a joy to send her home...

==================================================================
today.....
well...it was fun..so gratefull that my girl went to the gathering with me man...but sorry gal i know its abit awkard for u cuz u dunno the ppl there...but still...lurve u so much man...keke...after that i send her home to change and head for jp for movie...damn nice show that we caught...its the chronicles of narnia...so nice..but i think some part abit cut short...like the fighting part..its just end like that? abit fast ba..but overall...nice...keke...went home after that..keke now blogging lor... and some last minute decision of going batam tml..haha...due to some request from the ppl that are working.. -.- manage to gian those went before ones to go too...haha...especially jy..haha...he must be cursing my now la..haha...so funny...so the decision is final...tml batam...sorry my gal tml cannot acc u...i promise to make up ya?

anyway..right now im just feeling that im such a bliss guy man...i got such a wonderful gal by my side...omg...lurve ya gal... muackz....

logging off le... but still not gonna slp cuz its like 2 more hrs i need to go out le...so needa find some self entertainment if not i fall aslp i die... keke.. =)

gone with me smiling to myself...thinking of my gal... ~~~

// * king kong * \\

2005-12-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

muahaha...finally watch the show that i had always wanted to watch le...and ofcuz its with my lovely sweetie~ and my bunch of good buddies... actually today not watching this de...early morning only jervis wake me up le...he tell me they going watch cronicles of narnia...another show that i wanted to watch.. den i say ok lor..its a 3.45 show...but i had a hard time waking my sweetie up nah...until 1.45 den she picked up my call...ok nvm..den we talk and talk..suddenly realise that its already 2.15? den i told her the movie timing...credits to my sweetie nah...prepared and rushed out just because of me...love u so much nah...muackz! but den when i was going out i called jervis tell him..

Andre:"jervis cannot nah....think sure late de..."
Jervis:"yar...the show 4.25"

i immediately faint sia...i rush like donkey for wat sia..my sweetie also...wah liew..tell me earlier nxt time plS! haha ok den take my time and went down to meet sweet...

on the cab den i ask jervis to buy the tix for me and sweetie...den he tell me narnia no space le...SOLD OUT! omg... den me and her rush duno for wat le...keke..sorry ah sweet..den we walked to lido for the kingkong show~yes its christmas period...everywhere ppl...everywhere sales...so packed... kingkong...5.50~ so we got like alot of time...they decided to eat MOS...not ministry to sound...but MOS burger...haha... well my sweet bought a meal for zhU...zHu..u better be grateful man... =D

yes the show is nice..really nice..it shows how much a living thing can do for a women...do cherish the things around u...dun wait till when u lose it...den u come wailing and whining...i will cherish my sweet no matter wat...she is my best christmas present le...my life completed le...yes i love her...love her so much.... and that silly sweetie cried in the cinema cuz the show was simply too touching...silly~~

speaking of her right now makes me so wanna hug her so tite...yes..you complete me...no matter where am i...what i do...you will be in my heart... LOVE u sweet... and i will be ur kingkong that nvr dies...

// * wakeboarding + christmas mood * \\

2005-12-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

muahaha pictures speak a thousand word..thats me..yes it is... on the 19 dec i went to the ski park again...yes i feel like im back at home again...learning how to wakeboard again make me feel so paiseh sia..suddenly i keep falling...but after 3 tries....business as usual...more pic coming up here...u wan more den go to my yahoo photo ablum ba...i will post up there as soon as possible...keke...

look at jy's envy eyes...haha...ps ah jy.. =X haha...yes i did a indy again...i try to upload all the pics we took into my photo ablum la..if not ur all "gian" my pics..haha.. =X tis is damn fun man...i love wakeboarding...and there is this guy selling his board for 260!! omFg.... this fuG-ly cheap lor! ade wan to snatch the board away from me...haha...nvm la...let ade buy den i wait for new deals...haha...260...guess i will regret my life for not getting that board...omfg...

yes all there except me cuz im the one taking the pic...they all not auto de... always me and ade take pics only..kaoz..drink and drink...only know how to drink...got time also dun wanna help me take the pic of me going up kicker... ur must be wondering y andre got helmet on in the first pic....later ur know..cuz andre do stupid stuff...first one...

the first stupid stuff andre did....omg...no one will believe this.... and below is the end product!!!

there u go...i flew...haha....

yes the second stupid thing and the long awaited kicker (the reason for the helmet)....

yes its a hell of a time...songbo...the aftermath of everything... on the ferry...taking lots of pic...guess it will be all in my ablum ba...i keep thinking abt my sweetie lor...its a night full of stars...how i wish you were just beside me...but i know u are always in my heart every second..keke...

yup christmas is coming....bank on an all time low...totally no money inside...stupid np deduct all my money now im left with myself to eat...wtf lor..alot things i must go figure out...wat to do and where to do on this christmas...money where are u!! *CHRISTMAS MOOD* k la..think blog till here le...hope to post more pics ba...if i can..haha.. =P

// * chased * \\

2005-12-18T06:11:00.002+08:00

haha im being chased for my update le...haha...so while waiting for my hair to dry, i decided to update and make a new entry...muahaha... first i wan to say sorry to my sweetie that ytd i din went fish and co. with u..tml when u wake up im sure still slping de...so hope u see this.. =) and i wun club for 1 weeks le la...im fuging broke can...dun wan make my sweet worry also..keke...

now...lets see...steph bday...havok...i waited my sbgtttttttt fren...mr fong son for 1hr 45 mins..i wonder i can i ever survive on the platform for that long lor...its my first time overstay in mrt...gotta pay 2 dollars extra...yes den when i reach black...as usual la..we are very late there...den i saw boon, joe, elaine, weili aka my god-dad and ofcuz the bday gal and boy...steph and elson...den i heard that steph abit drunk le..cuz they drank at viamar...hmmz..thats bad...very bad...before i toast steph..she still ask me to dance...but after that...after i toast with her...she go crazy le...DRUNK! sucks big time man...so early went out of black because impt ppl all drunk...den after that me and jy went back for a while. music sucks at black le...

den today i went MOS! songbo...the music blasting my now my ear drums got prob ah...cannot hear shit le...haha...but it was damn cool...so many rooms...and this time...steph got drunk AGAIN! and i got slap by her... sian poor me...bo tai bo ji...PIAK! pain sia...she still dare to laugh at me sia..she die man...my sweetie will kill her...hor sweetie...keke...hao ba thats abt all ba...lazy to type le..im falling aslp while im siting down..nightz all.. =)

something best is happening to me...i nvr knew...nvr tot it will happen..but it just did... gg andre...enjoy ur life...

// * tiring shit * \\

2005-12-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

real tired right now...long since i long again..haha...lets see...

yesterday...captain ball...second lor...lost to sham, my frens they all lor...well...everything went so well until we met sham's all guys team. we got gals u know...aiya but watever la...over le...no sports man is no sportsman de...*salut* to his team-mates except for one boo's boo's... but anyway...was so tired so i din meet jy to go cb..sorry for that...but im really very tired le...my legs...aching~yes im weaker den u la ok...

today...soccer...we all so suaY~~~~~kaoz..really nothing to say la...first semi finals tio steal chickens...wah kaoz...my last year team...we know them so well can...den forget it...lost 2-0....or wat la..cannot remember...den 3rd placing...his team got one drogba sia...run den shoot..just only 2 chance...he scored 2 goals...wtF~~~den i got one own goal..kaoz.. =( deflect my leg... sian diaoz...den penatly our players all suddenly cannot shoot le...all aim keeper... faintz... den nvm la..at least i had fun with those soccer kahkis again~~yeah~

i think really must have ict team sia...got yr 1 say they wanna join sia~~ must ask renhao la~~RENHAO~cannot manage den ask me help u la...u help me find field can le..i must play soccer regularly la~~so long nvr play soccer...today so tired can! omg...

gtg...SLP! X_X

// * boring shitt * \\

2005-12-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

well now its 5 pm exactly...and im damn bored! so many things happen in sku always...and i had already realised that calling someone buddy is so easy...but maintaing it is so hard...i use to call someone buddy too...but now...whatever he does is not my prob le...cant u ppl see that wat type of guy he is? maybe im just to blind to call him a buddy somemore... by writing this he might sees it...but u think i give a shit?i may even get target by ppl...u think i give a shit? not any more lo... u wan to live ur life like that let it be man...

so many things to buy...im getting poorer and poorer...and i dun work..how! someone has any job to intro ma!! those that can take money instantly de!! pls i need jobs...i wan to be well off again...haha.. =X someone DONATE TO ANDRE's FOUNDATION! the need of andre depends on u guys man..haha...

reply to tag:
to amy: i saw it la...u wan den ask me la..dun let me ask u.. =P
to licia:gal~~ =)

// * * \\

2005-12-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

For a very long time I always believe in fairytales and miracles... for sometime...i tot i will have a fairytale to tell..the best thing that finally could happen to me le...but it was nvr to be..i guess the fairytale just has to stop le...guess i had tried too hard le...my fairytale...my ending...my life...

song for u guys...

Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how-. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I cant help but break down, and cry. Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
[Chorus]
Now I see, what love means

='

// * me, myself and i *\

2005-11-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

due to the laziness in my..i haven been blogging even tho i feel like blogging..haha....everything before i start to blog..i got alot of things to write abt de..but after i sit down infornt of my sexy m30...the things seems to fly away too..haha....

hao ba lets talk abt recent events ba...

rencent events~~~

river regetta...well...it was a hell of an experience for me...tho i din get to row...feeling the atmosphere, the ppl, the experience...its enuff for me...i made a promise to myself le...its time i buck up and do something le..everyone is improving..i must improve myself also..regret that i worked last time and din went for training...sad man..haha...but now im gonna prove to myself that i can do it de...i can...

after that have been living at my jurong hse le..yes i got the room to myself le..but so? i lost alot fren back at cck~

monday i was the first time i took 154 back again...so lonely man...den i saw someone..haha shall not elebroate.. but still very very sian...for the first time i took bus MYSELF HOME!..grr...nvm...gotta take that le...

last week i got polympics volleyball lor..finally..i showed wat i can do..haha..i can fly!!haha...thanks to a team that is not as good la.. spiked one..keke...

today....canoe polo...haha hell of a time man...so hard to play...use db style..WRONG! sure go in water de...must be gentle de...den must balance urself also...wth lor..haha

den after this line is to talk abt someone i know..
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i think better dun say..wat has changed has already changed...cannot changed back de... think u guys know who ba..used to be my bud...now..a stranger?not i wan to say ba..its really...haiz dunno wat to say ba...thats life...get on with it ba andre...

signing off le...miss u guys~~

// * updating * \\

2005-11-23T16:14:00.000+08:00

after so long le... finally update le...

recently nothing to do ba...den recently except for going to sku...monday i went to batam for wakeboard le...yes i did alot of thing there...the best thing there was the whole park only got me and adel only..haha...acutally i always wanted to go oversea with the gal i love...but now...its seems like i went oversea with adel...haha...but who cares now...i only wan to enjoy my life le..dun care abt wat love and love...so tiring...let fate bring me around ba... im now officially the 'pop' king le la..haha...i did a toeside indy...songbo...nxt time im there i must do a ollie 180...den do a indy 180...haha... =P who wan to go cable-ski with me and adel on the 4th and 19th dec!? advance notice to those who is interested to go with us.. =P we sure go on this two days de... keke...

im moving back to jurong this saturday le...i was sitting in my house today morning..looking at the emptiness of the house makes me think back of so many things that happen after i moved in...the late nightz...the drinking...haha...din drink much ba...but still started drinking... now the emptiness in my heart...gonna move back to the place of memories le...hoping to start everything a brand new... soon must find kakis to take bus with me le...haha...must go find out with night rider bus is nearest to my house le...

soon gonna have another round of house warming le...hope my house will be packed with laughter again le...just hope ba...

// * updating * \\

2005-11-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

haha its time to blog le...so long nvr blog le..how are u guys doing out there...

first to say..im moving back to jurong le...within this few weeks im moving back le..shld be ba...i forget to tell u guys...if ur free this friday ma...shit...got volleyball training... kaoz... im making a last bbq at my hse here...

second...i brought my shoes to sku le..means im going to training today..im scared...i dunno y...but just scared...1 mth of not training...today going back only nafa le...i sure die de lor...i try as much as i can to catch up with them le...so im blogging in sku now le..haha... scared le la...haha...blog till here le... mizz u guys~~~

// * school starts * \\

2005-11-02T06:59:00.000+08:00

yes the sch finally starts le...a whole new begining has started le...sch sucks big time man...wanna slp also hard..haha...im not as skilled as my fren...when teacher looking i cannot slp de...only can play game...now everybody wants to study so hard le...den wat about me?i dunno leh...i try to put in more effort and get good results once and for all ba...the best result i got was when i first came in np...i got As for my subject...haha...thats like...erm~~first time?haha...den i went night cycling with some frens...we went to changi V...SEE TRANS!! VINCENT I SEEEEE U!! =X when we left changi V it was like only 3+, i could have go back home and get some slp...but in the end we went to MS (pUb) for jy to go find his fren.kaoz den wait and wait...wait and wait....den suddenly someone infornt of us skiid with his bike and he landed flat on the floor...abrasion...thats all..heng ba...the passeger nothing sia..only the driver very cham...very painful...can go find his skin back liaoz...big big abrasion.... -.-
thats 2 days ago...

1 day ago...
i was at sentosa..the sun really shiok sia...so long i nvr really tann until i bui tahan de!! everytime when i work i wanna tann, the cloud will cover the sun and the sun will nvr come out le...thats at least 5 times le...ytd...the sun...i wan it to go but it nvr go at all...but damn shiok la...played volleyball...nvr touch soccer tho..they got enuff ppl den i was damn tired so i went to nua...

today...
i work full day!!! 57X2 muahahaha..

tml...
wakeboard lor...wat else.. =P anyone wanna go?

// * Wakeboard * \\

2005-10-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

air raley...i really must do it la...no matter wat...i fell three times very very hard on the water...but im getting the hang of it le... soon..now i think got abit bruised back lor...cuz of air raley..den got raley start...soon gonna do spin start..haha...spin start i think of de leh..dunno can or not lor..will try when i visit batam nxt time ba...haha... den must master my pop skill...anyone wanna go with me or not!!

today went sentosa with my sec sku frens la..as always...as lame as it can be..dunno how to counter damn sia..always win me de...den went to bowl with them la..i used to bowl alot with them ma...haha...so long so long no play le...can count as 1yr and a half le...haha...now reach home le..so sian going to slp le ba...

*think i shld just let it be ba...cannot force things that are not meant to be mine...right now just need someone to love me...ahh!! (i siao le ahaha..sorry for my wishful thinking..)

// * Going le * \\

2005-10-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

yes! in a few hours time i will be on my way to batam again le...haha..will be doing my favourite thing again le...gonna be shag for a day le..haha...the experience is always the best man...gonna do wat im suppose to do there...

yesterday was at my secondary sch teacher's farewell dinner... mr wong kiow...he taught me my maths de leh.. somemore he teach my dad until me leh...haha so funny...den after that went to me old hse...went to see my future room...well...im bound to go back to my old hse le...the furnishing almost finish le ba..left abit here and there only...well guys im bound to have another house warming le...soon ur can come to my house and ton...come my hse and play...stayover... that place bigger den my current condo ma...

now ur wanna use my condo's pool la...everything can faster come pls! use now or nvr le...k la...sian gtg le... go dream of my flying on my wakeboard le...

// * My favourite * \\

2005-10-22T03:51:00.000+08:00

haha im back...yes im going to cable-ski aka wakeboard this monday le...haha...gonna update my blog soon le...must go find new skins to express myself le...but seems like hard to find one that will suits me.. haha..aiya also dunno wat to blog...just came back from a supper at ksl(kim sang leng) den talk with buddies for another 3 hrs le la...

aiya...boring day la.. gtg

// * Random Post * \\

2005-10-20T06:22:00.000+08:00

Just a random post...

i kinda liked this gal...but she got bf...so...i decided not to be bastard...i decided to leave...is it a bad decision?dunno...

A gal lIked me alot...but i din wanted to cheat on her...cuz i really dun have any feelings for her...and i told her we could just be frens...well she accepted it...i dun like myself to be a bastard.. yes i wan ppl to love me...but i must also love her...it take 2 hands to clap...if u only got 1 hand...den u are unable to clap le...haha (tok kok.. dunno wat i saying also ba.. )

till now...i had a dream gal in mind...yes i like her...but duno...i also duno...i just duno... y am i born abit late...like 2 yrs? she is wat i wld look for...for a stable relationship de lor...y she doesnt wants to gimme a chance...can i ask a question? does age really matters to u ppl out there.... am i too open minded or wat?

haha just a random post...maybe im too slpy now...was at ict gathering...now i din slp at all...i soon cannot tahan le...haha maybe later i fall aslp on the slide tower...i will fall down die drown! haha...seems interesting...lifeguard drowned in swimming pool...omg..that news will be a hell of a time man,,,haha gtg le...

andre... gg...

// * My life I live it * \\

2005-10-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

haha this is the post that is missing right.. =P its suppose to be all abt my wakeboarding experience in batam...SONGBO...its the only work i can describe that place le...for sure im going back de... this time i will find more ppl go there and play le haha... =P

first one to stand except for adel...den first one to complete 1 round round the place...first one to do a jumping dock start...and i did abit of "pop" before its electricity gets cut...haha...1 day i manage to do so many things...so many...nxt is the air raley le...haha... anyone wanna wakeboard with me this monday? dunno..seems alot of things has change le...

maybe i learnt not to cry le..haha... why am i not born 2 year earlier?hmmz dunno...maybe fate ba.. gtg going out to cycle with jy den eat supper with vinny and jerjer le... tc guys... who ever reads my blog.....

// * Gone * \\

2005-10-10T06:16:00.000+08:00

Will be off got batam very very soon...haha guys...wun be back by tonight la..dun worry...how do batam feel...will tell u guys later...hope dun get stuck with my passport cuz got 7 mths left...knn...cannot extend anymore..fuck...lets pray... k la..updating SOON!

// WakeBoard \\

2005-10-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

This is only for wakeboarders!! haha...i think i can call myself a wakeboarder le ba...just that we start learning and so everyone starts falling also... haha.. =P well first time on a wakeboard...2nd to go out on the sea was hard..damn hard...i cannot even stand up...ok la..a few seconds before i falls again...so after seeing lionel did...which he stands after only a few trys... i think to myself as bui kan already...haha...damn sian lor!! like im so useless...still think that i wanna fly today... nvm...i have set a target le...nxt time when im in punggol...IM GONNA FLY MAN!!!! im sure gonna do it...cuz the second time im in the sea im standing up and moving around le...so the nxt time to fly wun't be so hard le ba...haha...now everyone gian wakeboard le...its uber lor...extreme sports...SONGBO! soon...bungee jumps...wat eric say is right la...now still very young...why not try everything i can...b4 i cannot do anything when im old...with family...nxt time must think of family...now....JUST ENJOY! songbo...im gonna wakeboard soon man.. haha.. =O ADEL!! LETS GO MAN!!! =X just waiting for my pic in the water le.. lionel pls be quick pls...

// * Long Break * \\

2005-09-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

wooo so long no blog again le...recently very bz la...bz working...den bz chalet...songbo...haha wakeboard soon le...this coming monday...song bo...so carefree.. =P

lets talk abt the chalet ba..think its the most happening le la..haha...
that day...(1st day la)
was tanning with jervis and vincent lor...at my hse here...tanned until vincent so red...haha...den went for training lor...run and run wat else.. =P den straight after the training, i went to meet jy at volleyball court lor...as usual...very slow... den went home packup, changed up.. i predicted the earliest we can leave his hse is 1130 le...when i 10 reach house...i also tu abit lor...knew he is gonna be forever late...den reach his house around 1045 ba...saw twinkle moving around...baby barking...den jy...in the toilet..@@ k nvm...wait for him to come out...he tell me he haven EAT! i wait and wait...even if im in his hse he also make me wait and wait....kaozzzzz..... in the end 12 den leave his house lor...cycle and cycle...den took 2 hrs to reach from cck to pasir ris.... what the fuck....he take me go merry go round...@@ reach there i really dying le...after train straight cycle almost 50 km there...so all the bbq food gone le lor...sianz...tot got satay to eat..haha...

that that day...(2nd day lor)
lazy to write le la...just that i drink and drink lor...really quite alot lor...almost 1 bottle we 5 finish all..haha...bobian la...den was damn high lor..but no ppl high with me...all either vomit or cannot tahan liaoz...@@ haha...den i wanted to extend de leh..then tell eric to extend for me..gave him my pin num...in the end whole chalet can hear me...den i tot i very xiao shen le...haha!!

the last day...(3rd huh)
SO AS USUAL!!!!! jy TU!! even i drunken also wake le...he still slping...so in the end... we decided to use the unused ice to make him wake up lor...i will upload the video asap de...haha...ur go and see wat happen know le...haha.... Declared Drunked: Andre, Cindy, Ericia, Candy, RenHao abit... =D

tired le la...abit sick...gotta get some slp too...but i gotta thanks someone... vincent...thx for bring my bag to and fro wor...i love u man...(im NOT gay:love u as a fren.. =P) yar la jervis also la...got help also.. thanks alot wor if not i cannot cycle there le...

// * Shit life * \\

2005-09-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

wooo...first real training after so long of rest...initially couldn't bring myself to training...haha..wat thinking was that? i dunno...im damn fucking tired lor..no one know nia.. haha...right now...2.11...im still not asleep...cuz y...cuz of my stomach la...dunno eat wat thing wrong nia...keep having runs...sianz...like tap like that go in toliet...on tap...clean...come out.. within 2 mins only i finish the whole process le...haha fast? =P

den now my myanmar project...so sad to say...i might not be going le...but still optimistic cuz of someone la... keke...told me to hang on...so i did...now trying my best to find anyone that wans to go lor...right now...whoever wans to go but no money i can lend first...no problem...but right now...its no one wanna go..haha....but try lor...=X

den today suppose to meet jy de...den knn...he forever late lor..damn dulan...cannot tahan liao la...1150 he told me give him 15 mins...1240 im still at bus int...no sign of him...knn...dunnno i owe him something in my last life or wat..forever waiting for him...i dun even know how her gf can tahan him sia...S.B.G.TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....

soon...im gonna wakeboard...haha...soon...im gonna go do my dream karting....soon....im gonna....eh? wat else ah? no la...3/10 i will be going with adel for wakeboarding! haha..songbo...i must try everything in my life sia...haha...bungee jumping...sky diving... scuba diving....all sorts of extreme sports i must try sia...if not i die also die in regret...

gtg le...haha going to shit soon...hope can fall asleep fast ba...nitesz all... =P

// * 11/09/05 * \\

2005-09-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

hmmz...went blog hopping...den see all the ppl blog...so i shall ask myself to sit here and blog le...haha... recently went fot the anti-drug campain lor...still being a GL is FUN.. haha... if there is any camp that i wld go..i wld wan to be a gl again..haha....gm nvr get to have the things...the fun we have with the ppl... basically..my sch FUHUA sec... haha...coincidence? dunno...but they were a bunch of fun ppl man...haha...so funnny....i still owe them 9 things sia... first was i read someone's name wrongly...den i owe them 1...den after that i dunno le...haha...but overall...they just a bunch of noisy ppl la...happening....so thats it... ps: f-e-n-e-l-l-e... haha.. =X

den after that went to ps:riverside and makan the ayam pangarang...SONG BO...its forever so nice...den after that alot things to say...seriously...candy..if ur sc need any help just ask me ba...im gonna help u guys cuz ur guys are my fren la..not sc...k dun worry... =) i wun tell u...must let u come read my blog..haha.. =X

den was ric's 21st bday!!!! HAPPY 21 man ric...heard u vomit and stuff...hope my 21 dun be like this... haha...cycled there....was fast...1hr only...dunno y...distance also very short...also dunno y...but i was hoping to go home in the morning...as in very early like 4 or 5 +.. but jy la...kns...dog giving birth...den went home leaving his bike at the chalet....siao...den i bobian la..slp until 8...den called him...den i tot gg liao sia..he fall aslp...heng zen neon at his place....wake him up...if not i gg....put his bike some where very far den ask him go take himself..wahaha...den cycled home...den went for work...

woah then work there also prob...collegue wanna fite each other...wtf...den after that also ok le...just some dispute over over...haha...ur think lifeguard so good huh...now suppose to study..but dun feel like... hmmz...k la blog until here... btw... i see so many at ric's bday.. but i dun see mylsef!! kaoz... =(

// * Life * \\

2005-08-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

lol wat a day to start man... reach my work place on time which is jurong east swiming complex... den start working at the competition pool... today weather ok den i went for a quick swim...den after that when i was washing up dry myself and everything, i wore my shirts back and of cuz my shorts la.. den saw someone struggling...omg...sian... ur knew wat happen le lor... i jumped in and saved that GUY...i repeat its a guy..@@ not a wormen or gal.. haha... but he was so weak when i pull him out of the pool...

after that in the first aid room...we ask him wat happen lor..he said he had abit of beer den was playing basketball in the morning...omg.. he still wan to swim sia...salut! nvr die before..actually we let him struggle struggle abit den save him la..let him learn a lesson...haha.. in life there is alot of lesson to learn...

den i think tio sore eyes from bro..knn...so stupid..now my eyes so painful...knn... den was on msn.. and someone's brother came and talk to me and ask for a reason...lolx... young kid... ur know wat was his last sentence? quoted "
i've missed you for so long, but i didn't know...that you're already gone... says:
if tt's ok then ur a motherfucker! talking to such a person like u has no use! u hear me! and hey, better watch it next time, if i see u, ur balls are gonna get hurt "

lol... wat a life i have man... den my dad told me that we are gonna move back... i know wats the reason la.. his health is also not very good...im also very worried... he scared later if he cannot work den we no where to stay... so at least if we stayed at HDB.. our house wun get revoked... ppl wun come and chase us off our house...who call me so useless until now im still fucking using my dad's money and i cant earn shit to support the family... i know now at this age we are not suppose to think about all this but i dun care shit man.. time for me to make my life count...gonna chiong finish my driving lessons.. so if anything (touch wood) and i mean anything happen..in my house there is still people to drive...

// * What a DAY * \\

2005-08-10T02:49:00.000+08:00

wtf man... today was so sian when i reach marina lor...kaoz everywhere also blocked...wanna go pan pac also got prob! so sian... den when i was at swissotel wanna use citylink to go to esplande there den go pan pac also got prob...knn...had to walk the outside around alot of buildings which i dunno...just head to suntec only...walk and walk...den the overhead bridge SOoo many people lor...but we i was on the bridge, actually i can just cross the road lor...the road was close so no cars was going... WTF?-.- how stupid can i be...

den meet them at the marina there...den was feeling damn sian liaoz...i see couples...see love storey unfolds...but when will it be my turn man...den was feeling SOooo sian...lost motivation to live on...i forget my motto..to live and enjoy...i simply cant lor...so many things to do...most impt is that i got no money....wtf thats the worst lor...without money wat can i do? NOTHING! so sian man...money... money... where to find them man... it wun drop! den ok lor... went to drink coffee at tCC... ordered an oreo MOCHa frappe...oreo only starting got the smell...after that all the mocha smell le...haha quite nice la...not bad...den see love story unfold...only can envy... X_X thats the most i can help le oh...its all up to fate le ba... see this story will continue as it starts... but my story gonna end soon...haha wat if one day i just quit sch and DISAPPEAR!? haha...may happen.. =P den after all go home after meals at BK... walk and walk...see 1 by 1 leave...den see ppl send each other to bus stop...den we all walk walk walk to take 190....sat at the busstop for at least an 1hr ba...fuck sia..NO BUS!! sian..no money le ma so bobian die die also must take bus...den walk to place where have nr3 lor...den walk to circular road there...near eski bar there... den wait again lor...1hr pass... 1 FUCKING bus also nvr see...wtF!at least saw 1000 taxi..bobian call jervis see if he can try to fetch us home den we no need spend money...haha but in the end gotta travel down to vincent house den he pass us money den we can go home... lolx

to VINCENT : bro...without u i think im still at circular road there camping..thanks man...i owe u one...i treat u not bad le hor..u always kanna mention inside my blog de...haha...k la...my story ends here le................................................im GG.......

andre DEAD

// * Busy week * \\

2005-08-05T15:01:00.000+08:00

woah...still in sch at this time...it was suppose to be a joyus friday where i get to go home at 12...maybe go out...but im still stuck in sch with zul in cs room... -.-" kaoz so sian here finally finsh my Wm assignment le...wat a bz week man...NO TIME TO BREATHE LE! training + all this shit making me sick man...

thought my wm assignment was the end le...in the end i did some touch up on this shit and hopefully get a B ba... *pray hard* pls gimme a b... but i still got 1 more assignment! my eBF assignment! was suppose to due in the july...den i late 10 days den hand up...den teacher also bu shuang... now gotta redo my assignment 3...she say due today leh...think i send in tml le ba...my ebf always late hand up de..lolx...hao le la...i faster go settle my wm assignment le..

TO VINCENT: FASTER DO UR WM LA...DUN HAOLIAN UR FLASH TO ME! SIMPLE ALWAYS RULES! =P

andre OUT!!!!!

// * WoRld * \\

2005-08-02T10:13:00.000+08:00

woo...long time no blog le la...so long man... lifes changed...everything change le lor... personality changed too..now i just wan more sun tan..more cycle...more time for gym le... must lose weight first haha.. =P still too fat...must JIAN FEI LE! nxt time when i no work...remember to go sentosa k... recently feel so sian... alot ppl going army...result in sku sucks...hmmz...aiya...life carrys on...muahaha....dun think too much le...white haiR!

anDre OUT!

// * Life Messed * \\

2005-07-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just feel that life is so stupid...being in this world stupid... im in a messed up life... stress man... save me? i got some one so love me... but i dun have the feeling anymore... ARGH!!! MESSED UP MAN ME!!! NOW IM SO SAD!!! GRRRR

just to tell all couples....

when he love u...u go love her...dun wait...if not when he dun love u...u start to love her...

*sob**SOB*

// Thoughts \\

2005-06-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Everythings almost over le.. from the events we had to plan... to the elections... so many happy things had happen through out the events...so many unhappiness all over the election...to me no matter wat happen... this bunch of ppl will never be gone...hehe...my house steam bath will always welcome u guys... china black will forever be u guys place...i believe the guys in the ex-co will do a good job for all the up coming events...but pls dun ask me if im gonna join back as sub-com...cuz the ans is i will not le... to me...everything will be different once the sc is formed... so what if the events are still gonna be the same? will still be different...dun blame me for so "poor cold water"...anyway im still gonna wish all the 4 of them all the best... for me...i will just be a small fry in ICT once again...just concentrating on my db...trying to be one fit guy in ict... the leadership camp is the most wish thing for me in ict society...but from now i think its not gonna happen le ba...haiz..haha...k la blog till here le... guess this is the LONGEST and i mean LONGEST... haha...hao le.. gtg...

*Gone with a swift decision but saddness...*

HAHA finally changed skinsssssss

2005-06-21T11:48:00.000+08:00

hehe love this one...simply so nice...change this during my OOP class....haha so sian...later when exam come i die le lor...=X SO SIAN! oop...i cfm die le... k la..ciaoz...

I don't give a damn.

2005-06-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

I don't give a damn.

hmmz today headache den give this bloggie an update.. =DD the election for the ict ex-co over le...and im not in...so a big rock put down le...all the best for all the elected people and i will cast my HOLY vote for one of ur.. =DD so sian now...all asking me if i wanna join back to be the sub-com...but to be serious...everything will be different le lor...see how first la.. i cannot give ur a cfm ans...must see wat happen after the election ba... haoz le ba blog till here...

*headache! wat gone will always be gone treasure ur things*

I don't care.

2005-06-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

I don't care.

3do's over... campfire over... variety show over...
woo! now everythings is over... time to slack le oh...haha....for the past weeks...alot of things had happen to ppl in ict...alot of breaks up...and i found out that a few of them the reasons was becuz of they are too bz..y the ppl who love u...and the person u love dun understand u? i also dun understand...becuz of these events...you gonna think that we are putting frens above everything...u are wrong...damn wrong...we are just trying to run the event well...putting our hearts in wat we do...is that wrong?

phew...heng everythings over now..now..i can concentrate on my dragonboat and be fit le...must lose some fucking weight...if not knn so ugly...dun like... i promise to myself...within 3 mths...i must see some improvement...i cannot slack in training!

andre OUT

I don't - - ive a - - mn.

2005-05-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

I don't - - ive a - - mn.

3do over...mixed feelings... tot most gara team was mine.. >_< but it was not meant to be...but nvm~ we all understand that.. =P nvm my FLASH is still the best man...haha...happy was my team was so enthu...but sad was that i got no more voice for this few dayS! OMG~~
will be very bz for this few weeks le leh...my campfire... later variety show...den now coming up got the IG.. wah siao liaoz GL again...GOnnA DO cHEErs! oMg! no voiCE always got this type of things for me to do de... they all treat me good man.. =O
hao la write until here le...
anyway ANDREW! u own me alot of trips lor...this sem nvr go anywhere...u cham liaoz!muahaha

signing oFF~~

no more feelings

2005-04-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

dead so much dead...

tired so much tired...

feelings~ where you been...

someone? can you hear me...

my character... its sucks...

knife...just cut throught me pls...

what more?

i dunno...

i dunno myself...

just a loser writing...

restrain myself from playing pls!

just be a labour for work...

2 yrs ago i dun cry even my hand broke...

what had happen was so...

right now...

-=Gone=-

- - don't - - - e -

2005-04-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

- - don't - - - e -

woah wat a night...night.. night.... u see all the babes! but the most gorgeous one is my baby le la...see she so chio.. ^^ and all the hunks...make all the gals droolll nia...
and i cannot imagine myself wearing that again...but i hope to wear it again le... see when got chance i must wear again cuz i nvr took a picture of myself in that way!! omFg... forget sia... >_< haoz la... one thing...high class...
BUT TOO HIGH FOR ME!! its 4 course meal...i only like eat the chocolate only...others like.. blehxxxx... the chocolate nice.. ^^ how they know i like to eat chocolate sia...hehe.. my prom shall be better! i promised.
den the nxt day we went to jp to watch moive worx...the creep...how many movies had we watch le ah dear...i've lost count le...@@

hao la signing offff hereeee leee.... takezzz caREzzz...

I - don't give a - damn.

2005-04-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

I - don't give a - damn.

andre

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HAHA finally changed skinsssssss

I don't give a damn.

I don't care.

I don't - - ive a - - mn.

no more feelings

- - don't - - - e -

I - don't give a - damn.

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